Void-Pencil

I am sick of feeling sorry for my pathetic, useless, sorry mom I am not a fucking PhD student, ass and make a list of things I want to do before I die. Fuck expectations and being judged. I am going to be inconsiderate, selfish, short sighted, and not give a fuck of how 'disgraceful' and 'ungrateful' I am being because I am fucking miserable. I am a sorry excuse for a human being, but if I am alive I am going to enjoy it. There is no longer such a thing as whether or not I deserve it because 'my life' is a choice, and being passive about it has made existing feel like a slow decay. 1) finish psy215 with at least a B. I am too apathetic to g

Warning: If you are my friend, than you know I am full of shit and I hope this doesn't change the way you think/feel about me, because you guys seriously are extremely precious to me. I feel like compared to facebook and twitter this is a relatively safe place to ask this question (and to open this ugly can of worms): How do you know if you are depressed or clinically depressed? A lot of the time I am not sure if I am just being stupid or if there is something wrong with my brain chemistry. I tried looking it up online where there are those checklists that say "here are some of the symptoms..."--but of course, I find those (like most thing